Saturday, 24 September 2016

Day 816 - Solution - The Buck Stops Here






  1. solution
    səˈluːʃ(ə)n/Submit
    noun
    1.
    a means of solving a problem or dealing with a difficult situation.
    "there are no easy solutions to financial and marital problems"
    2.
    a liquid mixture in which the minor component (the solute) is uniformly distributed within the major component (the solvent).
    "a solution of ammonia in water"
    synonyms: mixture, mix, blend, compound, suspension, tincture, infusion, emulsion, colloid, gel,fluid; aerosol
    "a solution of ammonia in water"



 Seeing the U in Sol U tion. 

I am looking at the re-defining the word solution.

I forgive myself that I have not seen/realised and understood that humans are not evolving, and that in fact they are devolving, and within this when I watch the news and see yet another 'disturbing' story/event, I have accepted and allowed this to become the norm as I have seen it in my minds eye.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into an experience of turning a blind eye to things that I find uncomfortable within and as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not live the solution that I would like for myself as a life, and then within this see how I am able to stand as an example to others that are ready to here  hear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a belief within and as me that then leads to an experience of hopelessness, because I have told myself in my own back chat that it is useless/hopeless, and that others that do not see the principle of equality yet will do too much damage and within this I forgive myself that I do not see how by having this exact thought process is contributing to the sabotage we inflict on each other as our selves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to jump to 'positive thoughts' in an attempt to ignore and turn a blind eye to the sadness in the world, by only seeking out 'good/nice' things.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like an outsider, when I attempt to draw others attention to all that is 'wrong in this world'  through self abuse, and within this I am shot down as being negative, so within this I keep quiet and secretly feel unhappy, about how people cannot see it yet for themselves.

I forgive myself that I haven't seen/realised and understood how I was and at times still am, not wanting to see what I am doing to myself and others, through my own thoughts about myself, and how there is going to be a knock on effect of abuse, because it all starts with self.

When and as I experience myself as feeling sad/uncomfortable/miserable/hopeless/useless, as to what is going on in this world, and within this go into a kind of self sabotage, I remind myself that the solution starts with me, and that within this points accumulate, and that stability and groundedness of myself is even more important, because when others are ready, there will need to be living examples as a point of support, and if within this I am not living my own solution of stopping the abuse within and as myself then I will not be able to assists others, to stop their own abuse within themselves.

I commit myself to seek out the potential in all situations.
I commit myself to stop all abuse within and as me.
I commit myself to focus on the physical, and not dwell in the mind in hopelessness.
I commit myself to free myself of all self inflicted abuse.
I commit myself to stand as a living example, as to how it is possible to live a life that is supportive to self and others,
I commit myself to remind myself that the solution only exists because there is a problem in the first place, so within this I commit myself to solve the problem of me as self abuse.

I commit myself to live the word Solution as being an example of how it is possible to support self in a way that contributes to bringing about a world/environment that is best for all, by standing in and as my own example of being the solution.